all the feels, 2.25.24

we went to an r&b night tonight at the house of blues near fenway. it was such a good time. i had never been that way before, but i’ll have to come back and do my explorations. they had different dj’s for different hours, but the dj from 12am-1am was the most fire. he had all the hits and he had the best transitions. dancing and singing does something to me. i loved the enviroment and the music made it 100x better. they played superstar, candy rain (of course), and even never lose you by kalan frfr. though i was enjoying the music, i was imaginging how my songs would sound in this environment and what songs would be played in r&b night. selfish i know, but it’s a part of the path i’ve decided to embark on. we stayed until the end, not leaving until 2am. the night was freezing, but we warmed up once we got to the parking lot. as we were driving out, the guy taking money for the parking lot flagged me down. he said he needed a jump and i remember the time with mr. kelly at planet fitness and how i was timid to help him initially, but this time i told him yes no hesitation. i tried to help jump the car, but after 10 minutes, his car wouldn’t jump. i felt bad for him, but he said he was going to call his cousin. i hope he was able to get his car started. i just got home and i’m about to crash.

sheeesh i’m tired.

-ratha, 3:07am, 2.25.24