i feel motivation in the early morning and in the late night. in the afternoon though, i always feel a sense of nothingness.
what’s ironic is the afternoon is when i have most of my free time. it’s hard
to explain, but i kind of sit back and watch life pass me by during the
mid-day. it’s bad and it’s unproductive.
maybe it’s a sign something’s missing, or maybe it’s wasted opportunity mounting regret in the foreseeable future. regardless of which it is, it’s the way life is for me currently.
-ratha, 2:11pm, 8.14.19