mom and dad called me tonight while i was boiling chicken for the opossums. long story short, my dad has an opportunity in boston doing research next month with his company for me. i would have to move around mid-january and continue from there. because they want me to continue my degree, this opportunity would be for 6 months to a year. i’m nervous, but perhaps this could be a good thing. i feel like i’m giving up on my creative dreams, but dbaze said this may make me realize how much i want what i want. 
i complained about things being stagnant for so long, and now i’m already missing what i have. 
-ratha, 7:11pm, 12.6.20