let me begin today’s entry
by saying happy gday to my dog dbaze. many blessings his way, that my brodie
since day 1. for the afternoon, a few of us went down to the lab central area
for a seminar at fidabio. they were kind enough to provide us lunch free of
charge as well as a platform to teach us and answer any questions we might’ve
had. being here reminds me of being in a lecture in college. in a way, i’m glad
to be here, but in other ways i’m counting down the minutes until it is over.
counting down is no way to live life, but it let’s me know i don’t belong here
as comfortable as it has become these past few years. don’t get me wrong, i
think it’s great people are passionate about these things as those people
literally save the world, but i am not one of them. i’d rather save the world
in other ways. i’d rather contribute to society in a more intimate manner.
there’s a lot of work ahead, work that doesn’t include seminars and free
lunches.
work that includes discipline, solitude, expression, and a lifetime of fulfillment.
-ratha, 12:36pm, 6.26.23