i woke up this morning with crazy stomach pain. i
don’t know if it was cramps or what. all i remember was waking up and looking
at my phone. it was 5:57am. i felt so anxious (no ginuwine). i heard a plane
flying over, which made things worse. low-flying planes that wake me out my
sleep trigger panic in my body. then i thought of how crazy it would be if the
world ended. like if something happened to the earth and it stopped rotating. i
know, crazy, crazy thoughts. a few minutes later, i heard someone downstairs.
thinking i was still half asleep hearing things, i look at the camera and it
was money pulling up to the cribo. i couldn’t sleep until 7am, well after the
sunrise. i just woke up and am feeling better, but man this year, especially
this summer, has been ridiculous.
-ratha, 9:13am, 8.24.20