2 years, 9.28.23

it’s been two years. i don’t know where i thought i’d be two years from when things happened, but here we are. i love you and still miss and think about you every day. dbaze will randomly say he misses you in the group chat to me and money. life just isn’t the same without you. i keep thinking about our last text conversation and how we were supposed to catch up on the phone, but i was in minnesota at a temple, then i said i’d hit you that sunday when i landed, and i was too tired so i didn’t, then the next day you video chatted the group chat with money, dbaze, and i, and we didn’t pick up, then the next day everything happened, then the day after that i found out from your dad while i was working out on the first floor at the work gym.

it still hurts so bad.

-ratha, 10:23pm, 9.28.23